“… I AM THE DREAMER OF DREAMS…”
© Elwood Herring 13/1/99 REVISED 16/6/99



I succumbs to Id.



Sleep, relax, let go.

Dream of serene landscapes, lost lovers, unreachable youth

down layer upon layer of troubled past.

Become one, alone, unburdened

amongst surreal worlds of peace.





She appears from nowhere.

Remember me, she asks, soundlessly.

We loved long ago.

Memory, acceptance, agreement.

Yes, but from where? When?

Her reply wafts over the ethereal scene.

Don’t talk. Just observe.





She waves her hand over dusky strata of decay.

Strange landscapes –

solemn structures, aeons forgotten;

all under a dense cloak of unredeemable age.

Barren aberrant ashamed desolate mutated

old old old

Don’t breathe, she warns,

slow your heartbeat

or all may crumble to dust.

Steal softly, slowly, as snowflakes on snow.

Sad shapes observe our progress -

empty shadows of spectres

resemble human as of a vague memory.

Unable to move, all strength spent.

One speaks

low and slow.

Malformed guttural consonants croak from rusty tongue

as one by one the stars succumb to entropy.



You do not conform to our world.


You should not look upon us ...


Long long our hurtful forms must rot.


No glow to show through for us.


No form too slow for us.


Our unborn thoughts torn from our bulk.


Our forlorn souls shorn from us...


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Go now ...


Or you too would turn foul.


Your world must not know of ours.




- - - - - -





A heatless zephyr blows carelessly

and the speaker’s hollow form

collapses to ash.





Remember, she breathes warmly,

and as before, bereft of sound.

Although you dream us,

we alone are real.

Separate dream from dreamer

and return to me;

not to them.

Don’t try to understand

yet.





The scene fades, fractures

yet the haunted atmosphere reverberates

a message of concern for an undreamed future.

Don’t forget us she repeats, echoed echoed echoed,

Tell no-one of what you saw

but do not fear.

A better world can be dreamt

and there rests your true self -

may your eternal essence return to me.

Now awake.



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